- S.i.M.p.L.e -

change my whole theme of my blog from

fragile_simple

to

- S.i.M.p.L.e -

i plan to change that long time ago but i juz keep dragging it till few days ago. no particular reason why i keep dragging it, juz that i am too lazy to change it sometimes. ha ha... But why i feel like changing it long time ago is because i feel i really need a change.

i started blogging back in year 2007, starting with the theme fragile_simple cause i think my post will be either a fragile or a simple one but come till a point i started to think why should i classify a post as fragile, is it because i juz wanna put all the sad feelings inside there or something else.

it just sounds so emo :P,

wanna be more mature...like this

me and dom back in pre-med
it's juz chewing gum...

ha ha. that's not the main point. well, the main point i decided to take away the fragile is because time passes, things changed and people around me and even myself changed. no point keep sticking to the old fermented sad memories and keep rehersing it, resulting in a situation where i cant move on and that's not what i want. all the thing i need to do is to change,just as- S.i.M.p.L.e - as that but of course the process of changing is not easy BUT u just need to and it will be better.

i never regret changing it and move on.
when i look back at it,
i just smile with relieves telling myself
' i did it, it's not that hard after all' .

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bugger, sometimes i just miss this fella a lot
king of lala...mua ha ha

changes is the constant of life.

yea, thats true.....


~S.i.M.p.L.e~

endless love

if you can spend 30 to 45 minutes to watch anime, i would really suggest you to watch these clips for just 15 minutes.

Team Hoyt is a father (Dick Hoyt, b. ca. 1940) and son (Rick Hoyt, born January, 1962) in Massachusetts who compete together in marathons, triathlons, and other athletic endeavors. Rick has cerebral palsy, caused by loss of oxygen to his brain at birth because his umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck.

Dick pulls him in a special boat as they swim, carries him in a special seat up front as they bike, and pushes him in a special wheelchair as they run.

Doctors told his parents that Rick would live in a vegetative state, but his parents, with the help of Tufts University engineers, recognized that his sense of humor indicated intelligence. At the age of 12, Rick was able to learn how to use a special computer to communicate using movements from his head. The first words he typed were, "Go Bruins!", and the family learned he was a sports fan. They entered their first race in 1977, a 5 mile benefit run for an injured lacrosse player who was a schoolmate of Rick's.

Dick is a retired Lieutenant Colonel in the Air National Guard. Rick earned a college degree from Boston University in special education, and now works at Boston College. They continue to compete in races, and are also motivational speakers.

As of August 31, 2008, Team Hoyt had participated in a total of 984 events, including 229 Triathlons (6 of which were Ironman competitions), 20 Duathlons, and 66 Marathons, including 26 Boston Marathons. They have also biked and run across the USA, in 1992 — a 3,735 mile journey that took them 45 days.

When asked what one thing Rick wished he could give his father, his reply was "The thing I'd most like is that my dad would sit in the chair and I would push him once."

A lot of things can be faked in the world but the love of parents towards their children can never be faked.

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

lacking of something

suddenly feel that i am lacking of something in my life for the past 3 years in Moscow, it's a piano. really hope tat i can buy one here in moscow in the coming semester. needa pray more for it :p

my musical journey is quite interesting, brings me a lot of good memories since primary school. still remember tat time was forced by my mum to practice all the songs i learned, it really was a nightmare. till primary 5, i started to like pop songs and jazz. then, everyday most of the time after school i will be sitting in front of the piano, playing and singing till my mum complaint that i was more focus on music than my studies. yea, i was really crazy for music that time, crazy for composing, singing and performing. it's still the same now, i am still a piano lover or i should say a music lover...gonna get one in next semester.

well, last saturday went out for a picnic together with all my bible study group members in a park at m.kolomenskaya, starting to use my Alpha again after i abandoned it for a long time. gonna use it more often in the future.

where unity begins

~me~
n
~teddy~

i love macro...

the girls
n
guys also
( w/o me n eric )

me n eric

relief after a long time of bearing

love this a lot...
i mean the photo....

claire and weisoon

without me again..

everybody loves jumping

me too~.~

flying without wings

~photographer of the day~
he he

we cant change the past

nor

predict the future

so

treasure the present



~S.i.M.p.L.e~

MASSAD 2009

the hardest part bout growing up is letting go with what you have been accustomed to and moving on with something you haven experienced, saw that in eric's personal message just now. yea, i truly feel that now. MASSAD 2009 had been one of the biggest achievement in my second year life here in Moscow. after a year journey, finally it comes to an end.

At the same time, election for the student body coming soon, i am resigning as well. At first i thought of running for a higher post there but considering about my studies next year ( 3rd year ) coz it's the so called the most busy year, i decided to resign my post now during this coming election and not taking up any post. Truly, i feel relief but at the same time, started to feel lonely because after a while for so long, my life was never lack of responsibilities.

Bow out as the chairman of MASSAD and resigning the post in student body has been a little bit, a little bit, hmm... dunno how to describe that feeling but i believe God has another plan for me in the future. Cant wait for it to come...

~During MASSAD~

me...

Mr. Abdul Razak,
the Chief of Mission in Malaysian Embassy

Mr. Bespalyuk
Dean of Foreign Student Department

Mr. Azman,
President of our student body

the man i respect a lot

Dean and Vice Dean

From the left:
Raimi, me, Azman, Mizan, Hazreen

our 2nd year batch

From the left:
Mr. Abdul Razak, me , chai

one of the sponsors

the tables which made me nervous...ha ha

Doctors soon to be
( all the 6th years graduates )

1st year hot chicks :P

me and seng hau

gokul my besties

janet and i

ain, mike and i

me, parmin

leatz and i

me and abrar
( groupmates )

me n alice

this is not the end, i know....


p/s : more pics coming up soon :P


~S.i.M.p.L.e~