When we say

really obsessed with this song recently. it's another talented guy called AJ Rafeal. not sure whether he is a america born philipino guy or born in Philippines but that's not important. the truth is he is talented, having great skills in playing piano and guitar, song writing makes him even better.

<<>> by AJ RAfael + Wong Fu production...WOoT !!! enjoy

~.S.i.M.p.L.E~

so what can i say

yea, indeed this term is really a challenge for me but God is always there for me, people may fail you but He won't and music is always there for me. cant deny the fact even tough after i stop playing piano for quite some years, music is still the best medication. love worship, enjoy the music and HIS presence. even till now, never give up the idea of buying a crystal made baby grand, putting it in the center of my house next time, hoping that after a long day of work, i still can enjoy myself in the melody which sums up my whole day.

love my life right now, ups and downs, joy and disappointment but it's just part of life, doing what i am supposed to do, try to live my life to the fullest as i can for HIM and my family. miss blogging sometimes, that is why i still blog. ha...uni life is great, preparing me for another stage of my life in the future, stand still till the end cause i know He is always there for me.

* argh...cant find a pic of crystal baby grand.... well, leave you guys with a song. enjoy...

~S.i.M.p.L.E~

熬夜 by 陳穎見

<熬夜>

this song suddenly comes through my mind again after so long. it used to be my favorite song when i was in secondary, it has lots of meaning to me, reminds me of a lot of my friends back in secondary, every minute and second was just so memorable back then, it's still very clear in my mind even now. it talks about time passes swiftly and how we ( friends ) used to burn midnight oil together to share our life, doing birthday cards together, recording the songs we used to like and so on.

there is a saying - friends come by season, in different season we will meet different people. sometimes we can't just hang on too much to the old memories. it's true about that, we just need to keep on going and praying the best for each other at the different corner of the earth. come back to this singer, i got to know him when he came to 1 of the school camp for his mini concert, sharing his thoughts about this song. he gave up his singing career to pursue his studies. i used to think that it's kinda wasted to give up that but sometimes we just need to face the reality, i do think that he also thinks the same way.

a lot of people may not know him but for me, he is a talented guy, with a soft, sweet and familiar voice, his name is 陳穎見 . it takes me quite some time to search for this song, listen to the lyrics attentively and i hope that it brings back some of your precious memories. enjoy.

~S.i.M.p.L.E~

just a little bit..

sometimes people say 'do the right thing at the right time'. well, i think i am not doing it right now. hmm..it's ok once in a while, i guess. should really concentrate studying for my pathphys colloq now, juz little bit left, only the case but now i m blogging after so long, about half a year, never really set my hand in my blog again, juz checking out others' blogs, more interested in reading.

well, what will you do if u are in a position to deal with life? it ain't easy i guess. bit by bit, i m learning, to grow more. basically, i m running on faith in my life now. sounds emo? hmm..maybe, maybe not. juz a little bit confession here when i dun really feel like talking to others.

i guess it will take a long time till my next update in my blog. so juz wanna share a clip which i juz found out. a dude from singapore, no doubt, talented. i like talented guy.

a song by eric clipton, he sings a better version in his own way, enjoy...

~S.i.M.p.L.E~

updates..

currently doing my attachment now in the hospital. new hospital, so, nice hospital din think that it could be that hectic doing attachment in 2nd year since some seniors told me that doing attachment in 2nd year is nothing. needa be there around 6.30 am everyday and ends at bout 4 to 5. living a life like a houseman now but not really doing much as a houseman. doing rounds, observing operation in OT, getting scolded by some 'knowing-it-all' housemen or MO have been my routine since the day i started my attachment. of course there are some really nice MO or even specialists who are humble, dun get me wrong.

something has been bothering me since juz now and it's seriously making me pissed off with that decision. really dun understand why the hell it happens again, the same thing which bothered me during the last summer holiday. hope it doesn't work out, same as last year. sometimes if u dun even wanna defend your ownself, then that's it, nothing much to talk bout it. i cant do anything neither. dun surrender to your own fate, strive for wat you want and dun keep saying it cant be done. it's really freaking making me pissed off. nonsense.

at the same time, cant wait for Harry Porter and the Half Blood Prince to be released on this coming thursday. well, tats it for the moment. hoping for more outing.

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

ice age 3 + photo shooting

brought my 2 little brothers for a movie juz now. initially thought of watching transformer 3 but ended up watching ice age 3 coz we arrived late. nice cartoon, i mean in term of funny. although i m not really fond of watching cartoon but it's considered quite nice, better than the previous 2 i feel.

later on met up some friends who are going back to uni or college tomorrow morning. it's a very bad timing everytime i m back in motherland. most of the local U's holidays end before i come back. next year onwards will be worst when we need to do attachment in Russia...sigh. my holiday...gone !!!

actually today thought of consulting a doctor because i am having a flu now. not severe but it just keep bothering me because of the influenza and before i flew back i did caught a flu. unfortunately, the clinic was not open today. so i guess i will just go again tomorrow.

went for a photo shooting session on thursday. guess wat's the theme? it's paddy field. i have been waiting to take photos of paddy field when i was still in russia. never really appreciate the beauty of it for the past 10 years staying in Kedah. going to have more photo shooting sessions...enjoy !!! o ya, starting to be more active in my flickr again. anyway, 'dao' means paddy.

- dao -

mystery of - dao -

life of - dao -

solid

wilderness

little survivor

alpha n I

jumping fan

same

thinking of...

buddy

pathway of life


~S.i.M.p.L.e~

one word - hot

one word - hot. i mean the weather back here in Malaysia not the girls :P landed on the 21st that day, dropped by KL for 2 days before coming bac to my hometown. met up some friends, had a hair cut and bought some books there.

din feel like blogging before this some more the line is really sucks. now waiting to start my attachment in Alor Setar's hospital. it's going to be great coz they juz shifted to a new building, all brand new. so, so, so, for the time being my daily routine is juz sleep, eat and again, sleep, eat, da da da ...

nothing much to post for the moment, i guess i just post up some photos...

clarence, me , soo yee, qing huai

pauline and kim swee

zi han

soo yee and ru yi

qing huai and soo yee

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soo yee, zi han, mum, shu jing, me and ruyi

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

leaving...

going to the airport in an hour time. not sad, not happy neither. this is the first time i got such feelings before leaving moscow. for the past 2 years was way different. a list of things waiting for me ....he he..

So long, Moscow....



~S.i.M.p.L.e~

fresh..

~dandelion~
she likes it

bathing in cold water in moscow is no joke man even though it's spring. it's a definite no no. super duper fresh now. She went back yesterday, starting to miss her already.

i m going bac today. well, 3 years already in russia. come to think about it, it's not that bad though. damn tired now. afterwards still wanna go to mega, decided to buy something for myself as a reward. he he

nitez for now....

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

nice movie i would say

Finish watching Benjamin Button yesterday and Star Trek just now.

9/10 i would give
it's a must watch movie

Blogging at this time is quite unusual for me. Going back soon in 8 days time, finishing my 3 years life in Moscow, another 4 more years to go. it's long and it's short either. It's not important for me to care bout it for the moment, just enjoying my remaining 2nd year medical life before going into 3rd year which is the tough one.

Going to Arbat Street today and few more places. Maybe a soccer match, maybe a classical concert. Depends... That's me.

Between, i like the verse which Benjamin ( Brad Pitt ) said in the movie:

when u cant do anything, you just need to let go

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

i m a freeman

just finish exams yesterday morning. pretty early huh...quite. i decided not to change my flight earlier coz juz wanna spend some more time with, hmm...her be4 the 2 months long summer holiday starts and anyway, i rather use tat money for a nice meal here. so currently not really doing anything, juz waiting till my departure date back to malaysia.

well i planna complete my room renovation which was on hold for bout 2 years maybe and add on little bit more. go shopping, finish up the unfinished. wat esle? i think tats all i can think about now.

yesterday babe and i talk about topic about cost and maintenance. we dun really elaborate much in it but i feel it's a very interesting point to talk bout. a lot of things in life can be categorized as high or low cost OR high or low maintenance. dun get me wrong, this topic is not related to any specific thing, i juz wanna share bout it. ha... so, things and people are fall into 4 categories :

( a ) high cost, high maintenance

• this is so obvious for most of the expansive things especially properties for house and auto. talk with dom bout this point, he suggested that russian girlfriend should be categorized here coz high investment and high maintenance, most of the time still ends up with negative profit and maybe in debt. he got his point there but somehow i feel russian gf should be categorized in the category of low cost but high maintenance and ends up in negative profit as well. hope u guys get wat i mean.

can u take it?
i mean the high maintenance

( b ) high cost, low maintenance

• well actually for this category i haven really think of something concrete but i do feel that it's somehow related to high or good quality stuff. As in, it will be better to get a thing with a higher cost rather than spending more money to maintain it.

( c ) low cost, high maintenance

• hmm..this category is the opposite way of high cost & low maintenance. same goes to the example of it which is low or bad quality stuff. sometimes we juz have the mindset that cheaper things save more money but sometimes it doesn, it just brings your more maintenance. this reminds me of the road on malaysia, we can see holes everywhere and they just keep 'tampal-ing' it so end up wasting more money coz initially they just wanna 'save' money. oppss, sorry i dun have the intention to talk bout politics here.

• skip to another examples, the so-called 'onignigngal leanger' ( actual word is 'original leather' but it's pronounced different way in petaling street, they always said tat to the 'ang moh' and trying to burn it with lighter to prove the originality. Malaysia Boleh ma. u can even get cola panas in mamak stall, SEE !!! . dun get me wrong, i really feel tat malaysia is Boleh in a lot of ways, i still love my country though ). ok come bac to the onignigngal leanger, phew... its hard to spell that man, solute them for pronouncing it. ok i mean really come bac to tat, sometimes if u get cheap things, u will end up changing it more often coz it spoils faster.
  

( d ) low cost, low maintenance

• straight i will put 'kancil' ( our national car ) in this category. lost cost, low petrol consumption, low maintenance. see, i told u i still love my country. when one of it's tires come out, u still can always replace it with a motorcycle one.and take away the milo tin idea it's still low maintenance right?
  

come to think bout it, it's not only about material stuff can be categorized but same to human's character as well. which category are we in? think bout it. dun worry, it's not judging but just merely evaluating to keep improving. -peace-

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

- S.i.M.p.L.e -

change my whole theme of my blog from

fragile_simple

to

- S.i.M.p.L.e -

i plan to change that long time ago but i juz keep dragging it till few days ago. no particular reason why i keep dragging it, juz that i am too lazy to change it sometimes. ha ha... But why i feel like changing it long time ago is because i feel i really need a change.

i started blogging back in year 2007, starting with the theme fragile_simple cause i think my post will be either a fragile or a simple one but come till a point i started to think why should i classify a post as fragile, is it because i juz wanna put all the sad feelings inside there or something else.

it just sounds so emo :P,

wanna be more mature...like this

me and dom back in pre-med
it's juz chewing gum...

ha ha. that's not the main point. well, the main point i decided to take away the fragile is because time passes, things changed and people around me and even myself changed. no point keep sticking to the old fermented sad memories and keep rehersing it, resulting in a situation where i cant move on and that's not what i want. all the thing i need to do is to change,just as- S.i.M.p.L.e - as that but of course the process of changing is not easy BUT u just need to and it will be better.

i never regret changing it and move on.
when i look back at it,
i just smile with relieves telling myself
' i did it, it's not that hard after all' .

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bugger, sometimes i just miss this fella a lot
king of lala...mua ha ha

changes is the constant of life.

yea, thats true.....


~S.i.M.p.L.e~

endless love

if you can spend 30 to 45 minutes to watch anime, i would really suggest you to watch these clips for just 15 minutes.

Team Hoyt is a father (Dick Hoyt, b. ca. 1940) and son (Rick Hoyt, born January, 1962) in Massachusetts who compete together in marathons, triathlons, and other athletic endeavors. Rick has cerebral palsy, caused by loss of oxygen to his brain at birth because his umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck.

Dick pulls him in a special boat as they swim, carries him in a special seat up front as they bike, and pushes him in a special wheelchair as they run.

Doctors told his parents that Rick would live in a vegetative state, but his parents, with the help of Tufts University engineers, recognized that his sense of humor indicated intelligence. At the age of 12, Rick was able to learn how to use a special computer to communicate using movements from his head. The first words he typed were, "Go Bruins!", and the family learned he was a sports fan. They entered their first race in 1977, a 5 mile benefit run for an injured lacrosse player who was a schoolmate of Rick's.

Dick is a retired Lieutenant Colonel in the Air National Guard. Rick earned a college degree from Boston University in special education, and now works at Boston College. They continue to compete in races, and are also motivational speakers.

As of August 31, 2008, Team Hoyt had participated in a total of 984 events, including 229 Triathlons (6 of which were Ironman competitions), 20 Duathlons, and 66 Marathons, including 26 Boston Marathons. They have also biked and run across the USA, in 1992 — a 3,735 mile journey that took them 45 days.

When asked what one thing Rick wished he could give his father, his reply was "The thing I'd most like is that my dad would sit in the chair and I would push him once."

A lot of things can be faked in the world but the love of parents towards their children can never be faked.

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

lacking of something

suddenly feel that i am lacking of something in my life for the past 3 years in Moscow, it's a piano. really hope tat i can buy one here in moscow in the coming semester. needa pray more for it :p

my musical journey is quite interesting, brings me a lot of good memories since primary school. still remember tat time was forced by my mum to practice all the songs i learned, it really was a nightmare. till primary 5, i started to like pop songs and jazz. then, everyday most of the time after school i will be sitting in front of the piano, playing and singing till my mum complaint that i was more focus on music than my studies. yea, i was really crazy for music that time, crazy for composing, singing and performing. it's still the same now, i am still a piano lover or i should say a music lover...gonna get one in next semester.

well, last saturday went out for a picnic together with all my bible study group members in a park at m.kolomenskaya, starting to use my Alpha again after i abandoned it for a long time. gonna use it more often in the future.

where unity begins

~me~
n
~teddy~

i love macro...

the girls
n
guys also
( w/o me n eric )

me n eric

relief after a long time of bearing

love this a lot...
i mean the photo....

claire and weisoon

without me again..

everybody loves jumping

me too~.~

flying without wings

~photographer of the day~
he he

we cant change the past

nor

predict the future

so

treasure the present



~S.i.M.p.L.e~