your vision is yr future....

quite tensed today, cracking my head to memorize the raskas for russian language n finally got the credit after finish the kontrol work as well. tomorrow still got 1 more colloq on histology to go.

coffee has been my accompaniment recently. yea i m a coffee lover. the smell and juz a sip of its fragrance satisfies a lot.

just finish watching sermon from CHC for their christmas candle light celebration n it's truly fruitful to me. I REALLY NEED A NEW VISION FOR THIS COMING YEAR. a lot more to improve, to learn and to grow but not to be stagnant. was having a cup of coffee n chatting with marcus juz now along the corridor, suddenly juz recalled bac all the things tat happened throughout all this year, ups n downs, sorrow and happiness, everything n everything. n it really urged me more to improve in different fields n aspects.

By the way, VISION '09 is coming soon. it's organized my MF and will be held at Namiotkina Christian Centre. we will be having a over night fellowships, praying, worshiping and staffs on tat night. it's going be fruitful i believe. it will be my first time to be the assistant worship leader in this big event , quite nervous bout it at first but i m sure He is going to take care of everything. n wei soon will be leading it, so this will boost up my confidence more.

it's time to continue studying...till then, so long...

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

watever

quite relax today today, woke up at 2 pm. ha..never slept so long throughout this whole month. wake up, chilled out the whole day. today's bible study also had been canceled, going to miss it for sure. since the last i took cold korean noodles in mid valley, i have been craving for it after i came bac to moscow till last 2 weeks, i went to china town n spotted it there. without considering, straight i bought it for 70 rubs. quite reasonable i think. the thing is, after i bought it, juz realized tat i dunno how to make the exact cold noodle. ha..

using the seasoning powder provided n after following the instruction stated behind the packet, still it turned out bad. it was totally different from the taste described at the packet n totally totally different from wat i ate in the koeran restaurant i mentioned juz now. so, FAILED.

till last midnight, as usual my stomach was calling out SOS coz i din take my dinner. it was cracking my head every time i need to think of wat to cook. n look through all the food staff in fridge, suddenly this juz come through my mind. TOM YAM PASTE + FISH + BROCCOLI + KOREAN NOODLES = TOM YAM WHATSOEVER NOODLES.

one more thing, u can get a lot of frozen staff here in moscow, FROZEN fish, FROZEN vege. wat else? hmm... cant think bout it now. it's the same with the weather i think.

n there goes my dinner.hmm ...or supper. WATEVER la. :P

frozen fish

frozen vege

yea it's bersih maybe but how asli it is, i doubt tat


~S.i.M.p.L.e~

a blog which is needed to be updated

exams coming, colloqs clearing, responsibilities coming, misunderstandings unsettled or maybe settled, getting zachut, blessed with chocolates during this white christmas. good and bad gifts at the same time, not to blame Him or anyone but juz give thanks to Him that i m able to be more on time to settle all this time although it's a hectic period now. sounds sarcastic, but still trying to give thanks that He is greater than any other things really makes me feel better.

despite all the challenges i am facing now, juz feel so blessed tat He gives me a family here, the people that help n hold me up when i am down n dry. thanks a thousand.

sometimes juz got fed up by some judgment but juz keep telling myself dun be discouraged but be encouraged by wat i m facing. well, got a gift from claire. it's really cute...ha ha. n got blessed with quite a lot of chocolate :P n i was craving for chocolate recently, dunno y. ha ha. but for sure not becoz of PMS, never have tat, never. when u feel u are suffering a lost at some point, He will always 'top up' for you in other certain points ( eg: 1 big tray of chocolate moist after the party, mua ha ha) for sure, not only tat, still got more blessings coming i believe.

Maple king dropped by my blog...ha ha. glad to see tat. COME BAC LA YOU....DUNNO GO BAC FOR WAT. this is for u : IF U COME BAC, EVERYDAY WE GO N DRINK SAKE...MUA HA HA. 2 colloqs to settle tomorrow. God bless me..ha. plan to go photo shooting tomorrow coz i feel like i neglected my alpha a lot n wanna have some dating session as well.n at the same time, find myself have more n more interest in guitar, so keep learning new songs.

finally it's going to come to an end this year. juz pray for new visions in the brand new coming year. thank you GOD.

~itadakimasu~
he he

lovely key chain by claire

din get to take photos during the party but at least, something is better than nothing

here i come, alpha



Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
love this song

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

random..

juz feel like drinking sake right now....miss the taste of it


~S.i.M.p.L.e~

raya open house

hmmm....recalling bac to the day since i arrived in moscow till now, my weekends were juz equal to my weekdays, packed schedule and staff coming up. same goes to yesterday but i think it was juz a blast for all of RSMU students having such open house in our hostel instead of having it in the embassy. By the time the ambassador finishes his speech, all have been suffering over gastric coz of the time waiting and i can really see the word 'muhibah' throughout the event n it did foster a closer relationship among all students.

the students body, the cooking clubs n those who helped up in cooking n cutting really did a great job, credit should be given on tat. well malaysians are still malaysians whenever they go. why do i say so, coz initially every single of us was asked to pay 50 rubs each for the food we eat. plus minus it's juz RM 7 and u can get ayam masak merah, rendang, kuah kacang, nasi impit etc in moscow, i repeat again in moscow.well, not mentioning bout those who paid but those who din pay or those who were refusing to pay iniatially, refill n refill again n i did meet some of them 6 times refilling with XXL size bowl, i would suggest them to bring rice cooker next time. i dun mean tat they cant refill, it's juz tat there are some who paid but din get the food. no offense but come on, juz think twice bout tat. 'malaysia boleh', 2 thumbs up for that.

but yesterday, i really enjoyed serving the food to the students, with the smile n happiness on their face, it's worth it. few more open houses coming up for more festivals. expecting for it to come. i think i should get myself different kind of traditional clothes next time.

got bible study group after tat, we got 2 new members now, Jonathan n chun loong this year.pray tat we will grow stronger spiritually together in the group. [ :) ]

girls in our group

guys

yea it's me

well bac to study i guess

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

hunger strikes..

went to church this morning. the service was juz so fantastic, i like their worship team a lot n all the songs we sang today.they even got people playing saxophone in their worship team. so i will try to reach there on time in order not to miss it.

slept off straight when i came bac...ha..coz tomorrow got physiology colloq, so i think will stay up little bit late tonight to study. as usual, hunger stikes again every 4 hours. i was searching up n down in my room, looking for food n finally i saw something left - corn. luckily still got 1 tin left yesterday after using it to make an indon dessert-maja blanca salad which i learned from a blog. wasted coz din take photo of it.juz learned how to make korean chap chae noodles with beef, for sure i will make it soon.

suddenly, i was thinking bout the corn cup in malaysia n i wanna do the same like tat. in malaysia, i seldom buy it, i mean for myself but i did buy it for my little brothers. little bit of sugar, salt n lots of butter n put everything in the frying pan. wu lala, there goes my snacks for tea time. mike a.k.a suresh passed by n suggested tat we can put in some condensed milk, it sounds delicious. will do tat next time. [ yummy ]

by the way, corn is called ' kukuruza 'in russian.
does it sounds familiar?

i think it's made in thailand

here you go
~itadakimasu~


~S.i.M.p.L.e~

what is emotion

is there any accurate answer for this question? ha...well for me, i dun really know how to definite that word until someone told me yesterday. really thanks bro, for telling me that. he told me that emotion is actually value + perception.y ppl get angry and others dun at certain things is bcos of this.cos they hav diff value for that thing, and they perceive it differently. it only depends on how important or how high the value of something is for a person.

sometimes i do really feel like a maid on an exile island hoping something from the deep blue sea which is quite impossible to achieve. i am not sure whether i m putting too high value for it n expect the same or wat i hope to get is too little from wat i expect or maybe the value on me is not that high, who knows. juz getting disappointed at it.

apparently, for my biochem colloq, who said tat we will sure fail our colloq doing with kazelmiski ( my current biochem teacher ) while in our group 3 of us still managed to get a 5 n 2 managed to get a 4 n i am in the later part. juz becoz of lacking of illustration, my mark was deducted. anyway, juz feel relieved after finishing it.

well, tomorrow still got 2 more colloqs to go which are microb n histo. juz wanna end it fast n enjoy my friday night tomorrow. yea it's friday night again. shisha? drinking? nice dinner? i think i will have all....mua ha ha. n now, keep studying . [ jia you to myself ]

the guy looks like he is enjoying on the exile island
but definitely is not me

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

one thing which u can never satisfy

hunger, tats wat i am talking bout. i can never satisfy my hunger. ha....automatically i will get hungry once every 4 hours, sounds like a robot. do i? juz finish eating my dunno-wat-is-it-called vermicelli. at first i was planning to make nori scramble eggs but ended up with the vermicelli.

there is a new japanese restaurant near our hostel- more shushi restaurant. the shushi there are quite fresh . without mentioning bout the price, it's very nice to hang out there becoz of it's deco. sure will return there again....needa continue study....biochem colloq afterwards.sigh... some more with kazimiski ( dunno how to spell the teacher's name ). [ mo ngan tai... ]

love it, i mean we love it


~S.i.M.p.L.e~

raya week

yea...tomorrow is raya. so selamat hari raya to all my malay batchmates. but the worst part is tomorrow we are going to take anat colloq. 4 colloqs for this week. i am really speechless. but still din feel neRvous bout it coz i know God will take care of it.

i think green tea juz suits me right now


~S.i.M.p.L.e~

tea or beer

bought 6 korona today coz it was dirt cheap. only 19 rubles. at the same time, bought some tea bags for myself, rich rosehip n mild ceylon black tea.besides, actually i already got myself other tea bags like mint, green tea, earl grey and so on. no doubt, i like tea. recently, i juz found out tat green tea plus mint is quite a good combination. although there are some comments saying tat it tastes like colgate, still i like the taste of it.

why tea n why beer? i think maybe at different moment, different drinks suit my feelings but today i had tea n beer within few hours time. was testing my new alfa juz now on the beer and it makes me love it more.....check it out, no adobe, no ACD, juz DSLR....

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

a conclusion i suppose

well, another summer day, had passed by....since i was last stuck in dubai and all the hectic life in moscow 2 months ago, decided to give myself a break, doing nothing, without responsibilities burden and else....i really did tat, for few weeks..lepak-ing around, easy life going on man...

going bac to moscow this saturday, kinda sad..hmm...maybe this summer is too short for me to release all the tension :P people keep asking me how many years left do i need to study in moscow. yea yea, the answer is 5. it sounds long, it really does. but anyway, life needs to keep going on.....

thanks summer.

o ya, get myself an alfa, gonna love it

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

arrived

arrived yesterday...phew..juz need a rest now....

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

still stucked

me...din able to board the flight at 3.10 am coz the seats were all fulled. really dunno wat to do n say d tat time. wat i remember is i kept asking the operator to recheck n recheck till he also speechless d. get to know an guy, Shugi from Indonesia who got the same case with me. thereafter we headed to the cafe to eat something after the disappointment. i ordered a set of Mary Brown set meal n we start chatting . he was juz drinking coffee there.

after we came bac from the cafe, i met another operator, he knows wat happened to me, so he tried to give me the priority by putting me in the 1st place of the waiting list...i really hate tat 2 words now, i swear to myself i will never get into tat list once i leave this place. but now still need to depends on whether is there any empty seat. dunno wat kind of feeling am i having now..sad ( nop ) , angry ( no energy d, if i din sleep tonight, it's already 3 nights i din sleep ), lonely ( hmm... :p )....i think the best word to describe my feeling now is helpless. dunno who to get help from, cant sleep coz need to look after my laptop n luggages, wasting time here, even the business class seat also costs 4+++ Dirham ( around RM 4+++ also ). wat i can do now is juz to wait for a chance...juz a chance...can only confirm tat at 8.40 am.

luckily i still can online n start blogging. if not, i think i m going to get mad d. exhausted...

~C.o.M.p.L.i.C.a.t.E.D~

stucked in dubai airport now

pity me. really got screwed up by the airline company. learn a lesson never and ever again buy yr ticket in moscow. better get everything done. guys, u all really cant imagine wat i m facing now, still crossing my finger, hoping tat there will be a sit for me going bac to malaysia, if not maybe i will be waiting here for another 1 or 2 days. it's a nice place for vacation n i did plan to come here for a trip be4 but now 'puff' i was sent here without any planning n i dun really have the mood to go out for a trip if i really stuck here for another couple of days.

it really tests my patience n the determination, waiting here , running here and there like a chicken with the head cut off to confirm my ticket.now is almost 2 in Dubai ( same time with Moscow ) n i have been waiting here 2 hours ago. juz feel like i m in the Amazing Race or in the movie Terminal 2 ( i m the main actor ) striving to get the prize but my prize is get to go bac malaysia TODAY, i repeat again TODAY. already being the last few survivors of our batch who go bac late, some more now things like this happen....'nice' n 'lucky'. pray tat it's going to end soon, half an hour to go to decide my next stop. have faith in God.

well, was reading the book which i borrowed from eric - [ winning with people ]. i manage to finish a topic already, it's a nice book indeed. the 1st topic i read is mainly bout who we are determines how we see others. the word 'others' in that phrase consists of wat we see, wat we do etc. n 1 of it is who u are determines how u view life.

there is story in this chapter that i wanna share with. when John C. Maxwell ( the author of this book ) got to talk to Kim Matsko, wife of associate head coach/offensive line coach of the St.Louis Rams, John Matsko. in their conversation, he asked her of all of the cities where she had lived, what was her favourite ? ( she had lived in many states : Ohio, North Carolina, Arizona, California, New York and Missouri ) her response : 'where i am living right now'. then John Maxwell was asking :' oh, so u like St Louis the best?' but she answered:' no, i din say tat. i like the place i'm currently living best.' n she added in: ' it's a choice.' so i think u guys get wat it means now i supposed n i feel like sharing it since my previous post is bout ' choices'.

well, 15 more minutes to go to the counter n i guess i need to prepare now. updates coming soon.

~ C.o.M.p.l.i.C.a.t.e.D~

选择

选择
只有对或者是错.但有时候，都不知道那选择是对还是错。他选择了那条路，我真的无话可说，到了如今，我只能送上我深深的祝福。毕竟，我们三个，在一起住了那么久，现在却说走就走。也还以为，可以一起搭同一班机回国，现在却分隔两岸，虽然是同一天抵达，时差却是那么的远。以前到现在，就经常面对这种情况，人家说，这就是人生， 哈哈...有时真的不晓得是真是假.

突然间，很想念每天早上跟你在一起看着日出，吹着凉风，日子一天一天的倒数，很快的，也就这样的过去了。下学期起，虽然会在不同大学念书，但每当经过你的门前，就会想起那时刻。

六月的莫斯科，让我留下了很多回忆。七月一日，也就是今天，即将离开这城市回国去。

再见了，七月的莫斯科.

下一个永远
~张信哲~
听听看吧。。。。

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

encouragement from a fren~

YOU SAY, GOD SAYS & BIBLE VERSES

You say: 'It's impossible' God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)

You say: 'I'm too tired' God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: 'Nobody really loves me' God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)

You say: 'I can't go on' God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: 'I can't figure things out' God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: 'I can't do it' God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)

You say: 'I'm not able' God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it' God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 )

You say: 'I can't forgive myself' God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: 'I can't manage' God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)

You say: 'I'm afraid' God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated' God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)

You say: 'I'm not smart enough' God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: 'I feel all alone' God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)

thanks Vivien

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

prayers....

deep in the well now,quite depress recently but still need to be strong to handle some staff ...please strengthen my heart God.keep praying n praying. trying my best to finish the unfinished. almost come to the end already still got a few steps to go then * puffs* tats it for this year . i know Lord, miracles happened because of you.have been asking myself again n again but i do believe that Lord, you will never give us the things that we cannot handle. recalling back to the process, starting to see positive things happened that i never expect, pray that it will be more.

some mistakes cost a penny n some cost a million, sometimes even an ant kills. face it, after everything come to an end and when u look back, u will think that u actually can handle it even though u were once in hell. be strong, learn from mistake and only by that, u will become stronger.
Pray that Lord, you will be with me always, strengthen my heart.

in Jesus name i pray:

Amen

a song to share : As The Deer

As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after you
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship you

You're my friend and you are my brother
Even though you are a king
And I love you more than any other
So much more than anything

You alone are my strength, my shield
To you alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship you

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

missing......

i really miss blogging ..... it has become apart of my life already, juz tat recently really dun have time for it. tomorrow i m going to take physics finals..last preparation tonight...gambate...to myself....n all my friends in 1st year. god bless.

~S.i.M.p.L.e~

break

i needa take a break at blogging for the moment due to some personal reasons but i will come bac soon.

~F.r.a.G.i.L.e~

Yü~ ( means jade )

~Yü~

Olympic again...it's bout how are the Olympic Beijing medals made. u can actually find jade on the medal itself, tats awesome i think. jade or 'Yü' in chinese was considered the most noble of all gems in the Chinese Empire jade. 'Yü' means "treasure" in Chinese the way "gold" means "wealth" in English. no doubt it symbolizes the Chinese n the most important thing is the symbolic of Olympic games 2008 in China. . .

1.selecting stone

2.jade cutting

3.jade polishing

4.checkup details

5.medal mould

6.bronze medal

7.medal machine tools

8.medal after punching

9.groove making machine

10.groove checking up

11.putting jade into the medal

12. finishing

~S.i.M.p.L.e~